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December 30th, 2009


07:27 am - Since Evan so gracefully notified me that I did not have a spam post...

SPAM.

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December 4th, 2009


04:04 pm - I want a motha fuckin' burrito!

This year. I swear. Worst year ever. I never get sick like this, and it seems that every other week I either have a head cold, allergies, or the flu. Is my body making up for all that time in high school and college when I wasn't sick? Its crazy. Maybe I should start taking vitamins, or hide from everyone. The only major changes that happened was me moving back home and getting a job at a toy store. I'm sure the toy store is had fault with all those creepy little germ breeders touching things and snorting and sneezing on everything. Kids, ugh, you love 'em and hate 'em at the same time. They drive me insane with their crying and screeching and whining; but the funny kids make up for it. And now that Christmas season reared it ugly, evil, psychotic head parents are screeching, whining, crying, and throwing fits because they can't get their kid this overly expensive transformer! What the hell? I had like 50 of them when I was a kid. From the dollar store. Not hard. Its not like they're going to notice that mom didn't get them the fuckin' 50 dollar ones, just sayin'. I'm feeling ranty ignore me.

Anyways after all of that, everything else in my life is content and awkward all at the same time. I'm weird, what can I say. I felt like I fell off the face of the earth with my stupid body, and I feel like I'm neglecting important people in my life. Like I said in my previous update, Christmas season is here and I have no clue what to get... anyone. I don't want to cop out and just get gift cards, how lame would that be. The only one I DID shop for is Hannah Marie. She was easy, she's 8, how hard is it to shop for an 8 year old? Lilah and Dylan are getting coal for Christmas cause they're mean nasty, evil step sisters. (just kidding, ily!) I think the one I am stuck on the most is Addy, honestly. It's hard enough to shop for your girlfriend, right? Then she's like not pick, and likes about anything. So now I have more pressure. She likes everything, oy, this is not good. Now I have to pick her pretty little brain to see what she REALLY liked, besides me of course. I give her me every day, that wouldn't be a very good Christmas present. Then I have to think about those other things, like is it too early for this kind of gift, too late in the relationship for this gift. Dating is so complicated, but I wouldn't get it up for the world. Even though sometimes I wish I was just a dog where they go around hump and go back to whatever they were doing before hand.

Now I'm tired. And hungry. But more hungry. I think. I don't know I want some taco bell or something. One of those huge burritos. Why do I always update this thing about food or being sick. Jesus I sound like a freaking 90 year old. I think I've come to the conclusion that I am a whiney, grumpy, always sick man that is 90 in the mind. Or maybe I'm just having a bad winter, time will only tell, right?

To add to my ranty post. Why do they make cold medicine so hard to open, COME ON NOW?! You're sick, you want to feel better, and you can't open the shit. It's a conspiracy man.

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October 20th, 2009


03:29 pm
This was the year I was going to treat illness like the Zombie Apocalypse. I was determined to not get sick, especially with h1n1. I’m too pretty to die soon. Anyways, with the event of working in a store based around children’s happiness I believe it is quite inevitable that germs will not be spread. I carry around hand sanitizer like it’s the newest hot accessory for your belt buckle. I wash my hands insane amounts of times and make sure to never touch my eyes. Though you cannot avoid when stupid mothers bring in their sick children. The other day while said mother was holding their child, he was like a factory of germs. I come up to them to ask for help. I must have a target on me, somewhere that says “place spew here” or something because this kid was dead on target. He spews his evil child germs, and his breakfast all over my shirt, legs, neck, hand. Thank god I have a strong stomach or it would have been a gigantic mess. As I run for the bathroom to get rid of the gross moment I borrow another shirt and try to scrub the grossness off my jeans. I feel safe after burning the top three layers of my skin off and buying some new jeans when my break comes around. I throw out the clothes. I do not want them fermenting in some sort of bag for the rest of my work day.

Now today, merely twenty four hours after the incident I feel it coming, stuffy nose, cold chills that little tickle in my throat. Thank god my step mother stocks up on cold and flu medicine. The first thing I do is call the family doctor, and set up an appointment, I do not want to spread this or let it get worse. Hop myself up on some cold and flu medicine and hide under the covers for the rest of the day. It is possible it could be a head cold; it could just be a little bug that I will get over in the next twelve hours. You can never be too safe though. So tomorrow I will know if I am dying or not, so if I start making my will you know what is going on. My sister tells me I’m being dramatic, which I could be. I hate being sick. My voice sounds funny and the pressure is unbearable. I could get over it, but for now I am barricading myself in my bedroom, which I hate with a passion and watching Timmy Turner cause this show makes me laugh so hard.

I’ve only been up for three hours and I am bored beyond comprehension already. I already started writing my “dearest” letters to friends and family when I die. Possibly I should do something a little more productive like demand orange juice to be sent to my room, or maybe even go that extra step and actually clean the room. Yeah, no too sick for that, okay so I’m not but I have no motivation to do so. How did I end up with so much to say, I hate that when I write I seem to never stop.

Anyways, I was just thinking about how it’s funny how you start talking to people. People you went to high school, you only said a few words to without them turning red and hiding from you. And in the event of one random thing and a very odd comment you realize that there is something amazing interesting about them. I guess it’s kind of like a way to kick yourself now from not taking the time in high school to let a beautiful friendship (or more) flourish. I am a firm believer in fate so I suppose that is the way the life plan had in store right? I’m happy now and that is all that matters.

I forgot whatever I was going to say…

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Brand New - Guernica

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September 2nd, 2009


06:47 pm
Fill it out and make sure to do it anonymously. I'll try to guess who you are.

1. One secret
2. One compliment
3. One non-compliment
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me
5. Lyrics to a song
6. How old you are
7. How long we've been friends
8. And a hint to who you are

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August 8th, 2009


01:55 am


VITALS:
NAME: Jason Scott Lowe
NICKNAMES: Jay
AGE & DOB: 24, 5th June 1985
HOMETOWN: Avon Lake, Ohio
CURRENT RESIDENCE: Irvington, NY
PARENTS: Scott & Cadence Lowe
SIBLINGS: STEP-SIBLING, STEP-SIBLING, STEP-SIBLING, Hannah Marie-8yrs old (half sibling)
STATUS: Single, never married
EDUCATION: University of Chicago
OCCUPATION:

HISTORY:
Born in Avon Lake, Ohio in the early summer of 1985. Cadence and Scott were more than happy to welcome their second and only surviving son into the world. After several miscarriages and the tragic death of their two year old son they were delighted to have a very happy and healthy child. Naming him Jason after his late brother, and Scott after his father. They decided to not try for anymore children after him, plus he has a plethora of cousins and family friends to get to know. Jason was the apple of his parent’s eyes, every moment alone was trying to teach him to talk, walk, read and so on. They decided that he would have to be the hope of the family. Scaring them at four years old when he fell sick just as his older brother did, they rushed him to the hospital for a series of tests only to find out he was being poisoned just like the small boy before hand. The parents seemed just as shocked at the last time, thinking it was the babysitter. It was rare to have two babysitters doing the same thing. With further investigation this time they found out that it was Cadence herself for some reason trying to kill off her children. They labeled it was mental illness and locked her into a criminally insane asylum for Jason and Scott to move on in their lives. Starting school a few months later he was slightly slower than the other children, not that he wasn’t smart, but never had attended preschool. Quickly catching up with the work of the teacher he became a part of normal mediocre society. He never talked much though which worried the teachers more than anything. Jason was always off in his own little world, daydreaming and just being inside himself a lot. He was just shy and never liked to talk much until show and tell where he broke out of his shell and talked for 10 minutes about his Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle action figure which he adored. Even though still shy, he started to talk a little bit more each year though school.

When middle school came around what used to just be his father and himself turned into His father, his new wife, and three children. Not only were they just three children, the oldest was in his grade, and the other two were a little bit younger. He hated that he never knew about that, and went to school with them. Even worse he was distraught over the fact that the oldest one was also one of them that picked on him in school. After the summer was spent together they learned to really get along. Not really having a choice to since they shared a room. Coming up two weeks before school was to start the parents sprung let alone more news on them which upset all the children. They were moving to Irvington, New York where his step mother was born and raised. Packing up they loaded up a moving truck and made their way out there to a new place. Kind of looking forward to the new school and new life, the two boys had no choice but to befriend on another in a school full of new people. He somewhat came out of his shell, became vocal. He became bored with school though, he didn’t know why. The curriculum they used was the same stuff he already learned the grade before. The school had him take a test toward the end of the year and decided to put him into more advanced classes for his high school career. This was the worst mistake since he was having a hard time with the work after that. Coming through though he began to get the material and work his average grades back up to what they were in his old school maintaining a A-B average. The one thing about Jason was that he rarely had a social life. He went back into this shy guy routine and was possibly the only guy in school that hasn’t had a date. His family started thinking he was homosexual. He was far from it, just shy with the ladies. His father demanded that he get a date before his junior year of high school and that was what he did. The girl had always caught his eye since he could remember being in high school, she was a book worm and loved being at the library. He wasn’t so sure if the feelings would be returned but he couldn’t just wait around forever to find out. Asking her out to the homecoming dance, she said yes and shortly became an item. She was a sweet little church girl, and he was completely lost by her actions and thought that seemed to always seemed to be mixed up. They were together until their senior year when he had fell into the ‘party’ type crowd and got lost with his own priorities. She broke it off and he shrugged it off not caring much about anything at that time.

His grades never really slipped and he had applied at several universities for his ongoing education. The one caught his eye, University of Chicago. He knew what he wanted to do and deciding on that one. He decided to major in Journalism. Starting out the fall of 2004 he moved into the dorms and then decided to join a fraternity. Why, he didn’t know if just seemed like something for him to do more than just get an education. He went through hell week and was accepted in. This is where is partying side came out of him again. He still studied and still and made acceptable grades to keep his grants up. His junior year Jason met the sweetest girl he has ever met in his life. [NAME], she caught his eye like no one ever has and they started off a great friendship, eventually becoming an item. They were together for a while, in fact attached to the hip like no other. They did everything together, especially since their majoring in similar studies they happened to even study together. That was until he took her to a frat part one night and became completely trashed. He ended up becoming belligerent and fighting with everyone, even her. His demons came out that night and he was very rude and mean to her, and then basically tried to rape her. He did not succeed and ended up passed out in some random driveway until the police were called. Not even sure what was done or said that night, he knew that something wasn’t right and he had a deep feeling of regret. He tried to call her and she wouldn’t answer. She wouldn’t look at him in class, and she wouldn’t answer her door either. He got the hint and all he knew was bits and pieces of what he remembers and what was told to him about what happened. He still wonders what exactly happened, and knew she would never talk to him ever again if the stories were true. Graduating in 2009 he decided to move back home with his father and step mother so he could find a job close to town and forget about the dark secrets he wanted to leave in Chicago. Moving back in at the end of May he reconnected with his old high school friends, and continued his life moving on from everything.

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